Very Personal Words Experienced by One Sheep Through a Year. 

SHEEP: I'm aware of my heart's attitude of "despising the shame" of what I'm going through. My pride doesn't like, nor does the attitude of wanting to be in control. Grant me, Father, by Your Grace to come to the place where You were on the Cross – "despising the shame, He endured for the joy that was before Him" I know You are working in me a trust that surpasses all understanding – a trust of a little child. I need Your Grace.

Thank You for Your faithfulness to me. I will to trust You with my whole heart and to lean not unto my own understanding.